Beauty is skin deep, heart is jus few more inches deeper

De most highly OverRated Chemical Reaction is LUV... :P

De most highly OverRated Chemical Reaction is LOVE...

note: blogs is only on love between couples ;)

Movies, dramas, novels and songs have just made us believe love as something wonderful, divine and all the good things in the world... It is just elevated to a level so high, we started believing its wonderful to fall in love. When people talk about Love, they won't talk about LUST. Is it because human being like sugar coating their lusty feeling? Can there be Love without Lust??? Can be who knows? Can there be Lust without Love??? Answer is pretty simple, left for the reader to make out.

Truly its some simple chemical reactions which make us feel what we feel. "When we are attracted to someone part of the brain which processes emotions is fired up causing the heart to pound three times faster than normal and causes blood to be diverted to the cheeks and sexual organs, which causes the feeling of butterflies in the stomach". Researchers say that Lust or romantic love is a because of "Neurotrophins" in the bloodstreams and this horomone doesn't last long as you would expect it to be ;)... Lust molecule is soon replaced by "cuddle hormone" called Oxytocin, which keeps partners together.

And another interesting research by Dr Marsden revealed that, "sex is booby-trapped" to make people bond with their partner. "We all know you can have sex without falling in love but if you have enough sex with the same person there's a good chance you will hit the body's booby
trap which is there to tip you head over heels into love," he said.

"So your body goes all out to make you bond with your partner and that makes love highly addictive and the withdrawal sucks."

Apart from Smoking & Drinking, Love is also very addictive triggered by possessiveness...

My New Love

I found my new love, she is stylish, elegant, slim & gentle... She makes no debate or quarrel, expect for some sweet little whisper during our ride past some lush green trees. And keeps me fit. Can't juz let anyone touch u my dear, 'm toooooo Possessive abo U.

She had left my Unicorn jealous.... ;)

Don't Trust me...

Memories are haunting me,
I left u, when u needed me the most...
Ain't seeking forgiveness.
You came into my life so easily
And I had let u leave so early.
Its a bitter truth.
I don't deserve to be ur friend
Voice inside is growing within,
Its not easy to put a fake smile,

Samagama '09

Exciting two weeks came to an end. Samagama is our annual event at Sony India Software Center (SISC). We were split into four groups Bravia, Cybershot, Playstation and VIAO. I belonged to Cybershot team. As a part of our competition we had to make billboard, music video, social awarness, spot discussion and a skit. Meet a lot of new people with great ideas and talent. one thing which amazed me is music that our team had created. Credit goes to Chandana and karthick... Making Billboard was my natural choice ;)... We had to make 5 billboard in A0 size sheet. I had never painted anything in that big sheet and painting in that sheet wasn't so easy. ufffff almost 10 days I had to spend in multimedia lab with paint brushes and leaving office by 12 midnight... I was happy that I could bring back my passion alive. :) And I just enjoyed working for Cybershot and coordinating with Hiromi san... We had a great team with loads of talents.

Overall we were runner up in samagama '09. It was so painful to hear that we were judged to be on 3rd position in music video even though we had the best lyrics and music . We had to take an another blow in billboard too, which also took 3rd place. We were everyone's favorite expect for the 5 judges ;). It was a little funny how few people can think/judge soooooo differently. Sometimes we have to be lucky also. We had to miss the SAMAGAMA '09 cup by just 0.75 point.

A mixture of hard work, fun and pain is a healthy meal, it can make us stronger. My thirst to touch the CUP has increased.

I realised one of my dream in samagama.. :)) I danced for the first time on stage :D :D for "Papu can't dance sala " and "appadi podu" song... I can finally dance ;) ;) To my suprise I was awarded as "The most valuable player" hehehehe sometimes we get which we least expect and we don't get which we most expect... lol...

Pattern of us

Why we have choices? Does our choices decides our destiny? Is there a right and bad choice exist? Can we predict someone else destiny or what his/her choice will be? World is filled with choices and nature gives with millions random paths, which every human can possibly take in a life time. Consciously and unconsciously, we pick and weave our life. And there are few choices which will make us repent for a long time...

3 1/2 hours ahead...

I went to office at 4:20am IST, a day before..... got ready in quickest time possible which was also rather unusual to my character and the time which i waste a lot, become precious.. Found a City where they value every minute. Buses, trains and people were on time and people are soooo committed in keeping their time. First time in my life saw a bus stopped while a person was just at the corner of the road, trying to cross the road. "You first please" is the culture that they follow everywhere... Quite an amazing!!! three days i had in tokyo. :) Both technically and non-technically...made some japanese friends... I was lucky enough to explain my demo to a person, who developed the same codec's profile. :)) He was the first guy to whom i gave the demo :D

Last day in shinagawa city ;) OOooops It's going to be 11:59pm here...
signing off from tokyo..... he~he~

written on september 10th 2008